Covid Eyes Visitation

Order of Faganism
3 min readMay 20, 2021

I have one daughter who is 30 months and a son who is 8 months old. I haven’t seen my daughter in 15 months and have never seen my son. The reason for this is that my ex-wife is refusing to let me see my children. I live in Sao Paulo city and they live in a town 600 km away. I have been following the legal system since March 2020 when I applied for Divorce because my ex-wife wouldn’t let me see my daughter. No reason has been given for refusing me access to my children.

The legal system gave me a 10 minute window to speak to my children every day. She legally fought this and lost but still would not let me see my children. Our divorce took 14 months to complete because my ex-wife invented a huge number of lies trying to steal from me. Obviously I simply provided the proof and all her lies were defused, but because the Brazilian legal system is set up to leave the child with it’s mother nobody wanted to listen to me, to hear me. It was much easier for everyone to think that that nice boy/man must be crazy because she’s so nice and innocent and she’s obviously been a victim. Bullshit. She just wants money. My ex-wife made such horrendous accusations I was dragged into court accused of beating her, of abusing her and treating her like a slave. She never cleaned, she never cooked, she never did anything. She was a pretty girl in school and thinks that when she marries someone they’re her bitch. Oh and her putting on a clean T-shirt is her way of saying: give me sex.

I only realised the truth of our marriage after watching Gaslight/Cat on the hot tin roof and listening to the book Trapped in the mirror. I had angel eyes.

During the divorce one month ago I was granted a window of 20 minutes to see my children by video every day. I was shocked my ex-wife accepted this in court, but I shouldn’t have because she has no respect for court. She does not know what court is. She is refusing to let me see my children. I see them once or twice a week by video.

This is killing me. They are my children, they are my blood, they are my children. I am a human man who wants to see his children. Covid is used as an excuse for my ex-wife not let me see my children. She’s making them sick. She is visibly performing parental alienation which destroys children.

Let’s see what todays excuse for keeping her children away from their father will be because when one uses narcissism to pervert the concept of capitalism lowly unfulfilled weak types abuse the system and society dies — a lie kills growth.

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