Words for suicide

My father committed suicide 2 months after this song won the Eurovision. I could never understand why I love this song so much and why my mother hates it so much. I love it because it reminds me of the love I could as a 6 year old in my father, and my mother hates it because it says what he was gonna do and why.

Misunderstood love:

Hold me now. Johnny Logan, 1987